Today is one of those days.
I am grateful that thoughts & ideas are now flowing freely, although leaving me feeling a little frazzled.
I am grateful because for a while, I didn’t write. Writing is something I actually need to do. I knew that writing made me feel better, but I don’t know that I fully recognized that it is something I really need to do.
So thoughts & ideas floating around gives me comfort, until they don’t.
Once the door is open, our careful control is lost. Funny thoughts, observations, lessons learned as well as lessons still waiting to be learned, demand to be heard. Sadness, insecurity,grief & loss refuse to be ignored.
Right now, it is just overwhelming.
Today, I will write & type the thoughts & phrases that come to mind, without stressing about how to make it interesting. I will not stress over the inability to complete a post today. I will not worry if it is too much or not enough.
I have a hangover. The last few days have been so creative and so emotionally draining, I feel like I have been on a bender.
So, this is as good as it gets today.
I hope this Sunday treats you well & you find a way to treat yourself well 🙂